Thursday, June 30, 2011

Boys Most Likely

Sexy as hell.
Dear BMC, puh-lease fix your site so I can bask in it's wonder :'(


It sucks when you order something and they are backlogged with orders so you have to wait ages, but you really want it right now because it's so pretty and :(
When I'm in melby next I'm going to just buy the whole store so I don't need to order anything and live off it for a few months till I go back :)
Cannot wait. 

Monday, June 27, 2011


I don't believe in fairytales, but I'll believe in you & me. 

Kiss the boys and make em' cry make em' cry.
I'm about to break you hard.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Possibly, definately

meow meow meow.

Perfect in weakness.

Don't you dare put me down to make yourself feel better, if you really think that's going to help you in the long run then you truly are a lost cause. I can't apologise for being me, or having people that I truly care about, and who truly care about me. I can't apologise for how I look or how thin I am, God made me this way; so don't you think that I'm lucky or that my life is somehow any easier than yours. Infact, if you knew half of what I've lived through, maybe you'd learn to bite your tongue every once in a while. Just because I'm capable of smiling at people, and being friendly does not mean I am truly happy on the inside. Just because I choose to leave out some details about my life so as not to burden others does not mean I'm not suffering on the inside. 
I'm sorry I don't feel the need to write multiple attention seeking statuses on Facebook, I'm sorry I trusted so many people with my heart. And I apologise to myself for not realising this sooner, because I put your happiness above my own, and all I've got to show for myself is a broken heart. 
Btw, everyone should listen to the song "There for you" by Flyleaf...

Model behaviour.

Alexander Johansson 
The Swedish model is absolutely gorgeous :)

From Dolce & Gabbana , Prada, Calvin Klein, Dior and Gucci,Lanvin, YSL, Ferragamo, Viktor & Rolf , Zenga to Benetton, Alexander Johansson has certainly made his mark on the modelling scene, being featured in two different campaigns after his first season. + Hes so prettyful :3


We're so used to putting on a show, hiding how we really feel and who we really are... At the end of the day these lies that we repeat on a daily basis are slowly consuming who we truly are...and it's tragic, because before we know it we've forgotten what we really like and who we really relate to...

...and when we realise how lost we are, it's too late to turn back.

I'm going to do a blog dedicated to one of my all time favourite models sometime in the next week, I've wanted to do something about this specific person for yonks, but I kept forgetting! SO NOW I MUST.
Anyway, keep an eye out :)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011


I take offence to people who act like their life is so horrible and then look at others and say "you wouldn't understand". The thing is, you will probably never gain a deeper understanding of anyone, let alone yourself if you can't accept the fact that everyone deals with their own problems. Some people just don't like to drag others down with them when they're upset, which is probably why they didn't tell you some things about themselves. 
Can everyone please just learn to be a bit more respectful?

Saturday, June 18, 2011


I am sick of hearing your name.
Hearing what a great fucking person you are.

Hearing how you'd do this and you'd do that, blah blah blah.
I am sick of not being understood!
I am a fair person, but when someone hurts me...they have to work to be in my good books.
Why the fuck do I feel like I can't escape you? 
Just. Fuck. Off. Bitch.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Guns & Horses!

Monday, June 13, 2011

I love being ignored by people who are seemingly disgruntled with me for reasons I cannot even begin to fathom. "Love and light LOVE AND FUCKING LIGHT. "

(.Y.) A message for girls with small tittayz.

I have small boobs and I used to be so self concious about them. 
I couldn't feel comfortable in a bathing suit, and I didn't want to be seen in my undergarments. 
I got told i'd be so much hotter with bigger boobs; the same person told me to go on the pill, claiming my boobs would grow "bigger".
 I went on the pill and my boobs stayed the same size; that was the moment I realised that I have had boys like me, compliment me and want to date me regardless of the size of my fat depositories (tits).
 I realised people like me for more than just a pair of tits.
I don't need them, and I hate that I ever thought any guy who cared so much about that was worth it.
Now I know that guys will like me for who I really am, not just a pair of tits, and I really hate the fact that I was so upset by it before. 

TL;DR I like having small boobs, mine will always be perky.

Friday, June 10, 2011


I feel lost within my own thoughts. Lost between the lies I feed myself each day, and the smile I plaster on my face. Lost in how fake I've become. I can't be real if I don't believe what I'm saying. I've become exactly what I despise; a shell of my former self. 

And that is exactly why I am going to focus on the positive people and things in my life, so I can get back to having a genuine smile :). 

This photo made me trolololol!

Wednesday, June 8, 2011


This is so amazingly beautiful. Heartbreaking really. :'(

I find shelter, in this way
Under cover, hide away
Can you hear, when I say?
I have never felt this way

Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on
Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on

Could I be, was I there?
It felt so crystal in the air
I still want to drown, whenever you leave
Please teach me gently, how to breathe

And I'll cross oceans, like never before
So you can feel the way I feel it too
And I'll mirror images back at you
So you can see the way I feel it too

Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on
Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on

Maybe I had said, something that was wrong
Can I make it better, with the lights turned on
This has honestly been the worst few days :(

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

I hate your lies. 
Everyone is free to express themselves, but be true to who you really are. 

We don't sleep we come alive 
Living like we can't deny 
This is what we leave behind 
We will be the last to die 

Monday, June 6, 2011

Jake, or "Dani" ( << hat girl) as most people would know her as, had a very nicely themed "American Indian Rave" and I put pink stuff all over my arms and around my eyes... forgot to wash the stuff off my arms and went to work the next day :) My boss thought I had burned my arms on the grill.

Saturday, June 4, 2011


I am for lack of a more descriptive word, unwell. 
I'm not sure whats wrong with me, neither are the people I pay to provide answers.
I haven't told my family, and I haven't told my friends. Because I don't actually know.


Why don't you stop pretending?
You have no idea, so stop. 


Thursday, June 2, 2011

You are my cinema.

You mean everything to me...

This song is so amazing, I don't even know how many times I've listened to it. REOWREOW.