Cheap Trick

Because I bounced around in my pj's screaming the lyrics to this song.

Possibly the best song ever.

Rough Hands.

This is cute.

A collection of thoughts.

Today I pulled out a shirt from my cupboard that says

"I can eat whatever I want"

I laughed at the irony of that for around 2 minutes before putting it on...

Sure, I can eat whatever I want as long as it doesn't contain gluten or lactose products :)

And as I was searching, I came across my zombie survival guide which instantly made me think of Gar.

omnomnom.

cool face Gar.

small smiles.

I had the worst day ever, and you wanted to make sure I was okay.

Thankyou for being there for me.

Thankyou for driving to my house to just talk and watch movies...I needed it.

You're an amazing friend and have managed to keep me sane quite a bit recently.

I don't really admit things like this out loud, but a part of me hopes you stumble upon this just so you know how much of a difference you make.

I hope I can do the same for you one day. 

Logic

Turning a simple disagreement into a massive deal, I view that as pure stupidity.

Especially with lines such as "cast me aside again"

Tell me, when did I cast you aside to begin with?

You're the only person I trust enough to talk to, the only person who knows the truth.

The only person I thought would always be happy to talk to me, and happy to listen to what I had to say, as I had done for you on several occasions. And how are you not one of my priorities, It was less than a week ago we had a two hour phone conversation based solely around your problems! I'm sorry if i'm selfish enough to have my own things to deal with, but I definately still cared enough to at least try and help.

But obviously, I missed the memo, and apparently "cast you aside"

I'm not sure how I did this seeing as we hang out quite frequently, and go to the same school... Oh and have the same group of friends.

I didn't realise that you viewed the situation this way, of course you never told me this.. and probably assumed I could read minds. 

Oh and sorry for making mistakes, not like that isn't apart of growing up. I'm sorry I don't choose to listen to everything you say to me, you need to remember it's my life and no matter how strongly you disagree with my decision you can't dictate my actions, life is after all about learning from mistakes and moving forward.

Thanks.

You hurt me.

I have nothing left to say.

Realisation

When all of a sudden, everything hits you...
Not so fun.

Vulnerable

I have this feeling, it makes me weak at the knees.

I feel like I am completely vulnerable.

It sucks, but at the same time I feel so alive.

I am an idiot.

I accidently deleted 8 of my blog posts..
fml.