Monday, January 31, 2011

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me
Infect me with your love, and fill me with your poison
Take me, t-t-take me
Wanna be your victim, ready for abduction
Boy, you're an alien, your touch so far away
It’s supernatural, extraterrestrial.


Saturday, January 29, 2011

You haven't changed one bit. You're still a douche. 
& we are not friends. 

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Making me smile.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

The moment when your facade comes crumbling down.
When your smile falters and you cry for the first time in a while.
That moment sucks, it's the moment you realise you're not okay and no matter how much you tell yourself you'll be fine, you still feel like you're broken beyond repair. 
It's the moment a stupid song comes on the radio that makes you cry, and you breakdown infront of your mother who has nooooooooo idea what the hell is going on. Very strange might I add. 
Sometimes I wish I could make myself void of emotion.. just so I could get through this.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

I'm over this. 
Fuck you.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Commencing: Brutality

I think you're scared, like genuinely scared of facing upto the person you are.
I think you're so trapped inside your own little game that you don't even realise how much you're hurting everyone.
You run, it's how you operate. And I wont let you get away with it this time.
Run as fast as you can, but you cant escape the truth.
And you cant escape the fact I know exactly what you are. 

Thursday, January 13, 2011


I hate how we used to be "friends" and now it's really clear you just try to weasle into all the other groups and don't even talk to the people who stood by you through all your hard times. 
Well you know what? If thats how you're going be then don't even bother with me. You already crossed the line, broke a promise, a secret that should never have been told and yet I was still there. It's not like I ever did anything to you, but hearing how you called numerous other people  prior to asking me if I wanted to chill hurt. It's nice to know someone I considered a friend thinks of me so lowly. Next time I wont be the girl to say yes, you can find someone else. 
And maybe when you work out how much you've hurt me in the last few months, you'll actually try to be a better person. Although I am massively doubting you even noticed. 

Have fun being a gossip, hope that gets you far...


Sunday, January 9, 2011

Good riddance. 

& nutz to you.

Thursday, January 6, 2011


Just got told a girl started starving herself so she could be as thin as me, just because she wanted my boyfriend to like her...
that is so fucked up, and I am seriously concerned.

I know I am healthy and eat correctly, but my food allergies and other health problems combined with my amazing metabolism mean that I am very thin. For someone to want to be as thin as I am, I find that extremely unrealistic and disgusting.
Please stop doing that to yourself, because you're gorgeous the way you are and I would kill to have your body, so please please please stop trying to gain mine.
I am so far from what anyone should wish to be, I get bullied for how thin I am... and I never wished this upon myself so honestly, I don't see why someone would harm themselves in order to have what I consider as a burden.
Please realise this before you end up in hospital.



Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Hot looks up and down 
with dancing on sleazy ground 
bet you wanna get it on 
I like I like .

My awesome collection of awesome.




I love you Pauly D. 

Jason (Mayhem) Miller, marry me pl0x.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

People who run away from confrontation are such cowards.
Hey, I'm going to spend 3 minutes typing a paragraph that makes it seem like I'm mature, click send and then go offline so you have NO chance to reply. 
Shit, you're soo fucking tough. 

Saturday, January 1, 2011

I realised it doesn't matter anymore, and in the big scheme of're a fucking idiot.