Monday, January 31, 2011

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me
Infect me with your love, and fill me with your poison
Take me, t-t-take me
Wanna be your victim, ready for abduction
Boy, you're an alien, your touch so far away
It’s supernatural, extraterrestrial.






bang.bang.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

You haven't changed one bit. You're still a douche. 
& we are not friends. 

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Making me smile.











Saturday, January 22, 2011

The moment when your facade comes crumbling down.
When your smile falters and you cry for the first time in a while.
That moment sucks, it's the moment you realise you're not okay and no matter how much you tell yourself you'll be fine, you still feel like you're broken beyond repair. 
It's the moment a stupid song comes on the radio that makes you cry, and you breakdown infront of your mother who has nooooooooo idea what the hell is going on. Very strange might I add. 
Sometimes I wish I could make myself void of emotion.. just so I could get through this.
/sigh 


Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Hahaha.
I'm over this. 
Fuck you.



Saturday, January 15, 2011

Commencing: Brutality

I think you're scared, like genuinely scared of facing upto the person you are.
I think you're so trapped inside your own little game that you don't even realise how much you're hurting everyone.
You run, it's how you operate. And I wont let you get away with it this time.
Run as fast as you can, but you cant escape the truth.
And you cant escape the fact I know exactly what you are. 
xoxo

Thursday, January 13, 2011

DIX.

I hate how we used to be "friends" and now it's really clear you just try to weasle into all the other groups and don't even talk to the people who stood by you through all your hard times. 
Well you know what? If thats how you're going be then don't even bother with me. You already crossed the line, broke a promise, a secret that should never have been told and yet I was still there. It's not like I ever did anything to you, but hearing how you called numerous other people  prior to asking me if I wanted to chill hurt. It's nice to know someone I considered a friend thinks of me so lowly. Next time I wont be the girl to say yes, you can find someone else. 
And maybe when you work out how much you've hurt me in the last few months, you'll actually try to be a better person. Although I am massively doubting you even noticed. 


Have fun being a gossip, hope that gets you far...


squirrels. 

Sunday, January 9, 2011



Goodbye
Goodluck
Good riddance. 


& nutz to you.









































Thursday, January 6, 2011

GOSH.

Just got told a girl started starving herself so she could be as thin as me, just because she wanted my boyfriend to like her...
that is so fucked up, and I am seriously concerned.


I know I am healthy and eat correctly, but my food allergies and other health problems combined with my amazing metabolism mean that I am very thin. For someone to want to be as thin as I am, I find that extremely unrealistic and disgusting.
Please stop doing that to yourself, because you're gorgeous the way you are and I would kill to have your body, so please please please stop trying to gain mine.
I am so far from what anyone should wish to be, I get bullied for how thin I am... and I never wished this upon myself so honestly, I don't see why someone would harm themselves in order to have what I consider as a burden.
Please realise this before you end up in hospital.


GIRLS ARE SO RIDICULOUS.

GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH!




Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Hot looks up and down 
with dancing on sleazy ground 
bet you wanna get it on 
I like I like .

My awesome collection of awesome.

DRACOOOOOO LOVIN'

SO TRUE SO TRUE.

I am SUAVE.
AHHHHHHHH BEIBER FEVAAA

RAH RAH BEAR GRYLLS
I love you Pauly D. 


Jason (Mayhem) Miller, marry me pl0x.
<3







Sunday, January 2, 2011

People who run away from confrontation are such cowards.
Hey, I'm going to spend 3 minutes typing a paragraph that makes it seem like I'm mature, click send and then go offline so you have NO chance to reply. 
Shit, you're soo fucking tough. 

Saturday, January 1, 2011

I realised it doesn't matter anymore, and in the big scheme of things...you're a fucking idiot. 


:)



Friday, December 31, 2010

Bye bye beautiful. 

Thursday, December 30, 2010

I like this, right now, right here, with you :)


soooooooooooooooooooooo happy, for the first time in a long long while.
:)

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

It bugs me when people are too set in their own ways to even attempt to do something differently. Or when someone labels an entire musical genre "crap" just because it's not their "scene". Idiots.  People need to be more open minded, I'm sick of people dictating to me what is good and what isn't... pretty sure I can make up my own mind.


:)

haaawt biddiez ;)
Blondie - Greatest Hits.


/jizz

Monday, December 27, 2010

Chloeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;)
operation confusion.
HA HA HA HA HA.
lol @ Nick for loosing his wallet BY THROWING IT AT A BOUNCER.
HURR DURR HERP DERP.



Friday, December 24, 2010

...if you're feeling sinister.
"You know that story that has no happy ending? I'm living it."
Photography by Alice Rosati

smile smile smile. 

5 seasons of Daria ;)

Thursday, December 23, 2010

HA HA HA HA HA.

Sorry I couldn't change my physical makeup in order to have big boobs.
Sorry thats not good enough for you, and sorry you're just a shallow prick.
Have fun being a miserable asshole.
ps. don't bother ever talking to me again, i'm over your shit. And frankly you can find a new "friend" because really, you're no better then the people you dislike. And the things you've said are far more hurtful than anything anyones ever done to me before. :)
AsShOlEEE11111!!!

Ha.

Hahaha I just had one of those moments when I realised what a total cock you are.
I wish I was smart enough to realise you just act completely differently around other people. 
Get out of my life :)

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Vampire Weekend version of fight for this love is absolutely amaaaaaaazing.
I would totally make love to that version of the song if it were possible.

But for now, I'll just put it on repeat :)
love love love love fish. /shifty eyes

Monday, December 20, 2010

Sunday, December 19, 2010

I have a tiny book.
It's really cute :)
This boy’s got my head tied, in knots with all his games
I simply want him more because he looks the other way.



1. this is killing me.
2. I hope it hurts you too.
3. :)

Friday, December 17, 2010

I am jealous of people who are able to find a person they are content with.
To me it's just unrealistic... they'll never want you as much as you want them and vise versa.
I thought I had something close, but I was so very very wrong. 
All I had was an illusion - something I didn't want to let go of, because I was afraid to crash into a smoldering heap of emotion. (hahaah that was sooo lame)
But still, it's not like I'm looking for love, or anything close...but when you trick yourself into thinking someone is perfect, they can do nothing wrong, and would be forgiven for anything.
One day, I wont be gullible or naive, and I'll find someone who isn't so indecisive. Then maybe i'll be able to relax instead of worrying about hurting them before they hurt me again.
That truly is a childish way to work...

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Why is it that the block person feature on facebook doesn't work the one time I want to use it...
fuck.

I wish I never forgave you the first time.


Wednesday, December 15, 2010

The most annoying thing. EVER

My phone has officially gone skitz.
I've received the same messages 5 times...
And clearly people don't send things 5 times.
Oh well :)
Lovely reminder that three like to have retarded days. 

If you've ever loved somebody put your hands up.

Don't like, love or get too close to people. The only guaranteed thing is heartbreak.


:)


I guess you're right - The Posies
fucking fucker :)


"I'm taken by you taking me apart..."




I hate when people insist on gossiping about the most insignificant issues ever.
Like for one, it's none of your business, and two it's not really something to gossip about..
It's fucking annoying.
Just proves some people have no substance at all.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Christina Grimmie. Marry me?

so good!

:)

Sunday, December 12, 2010

You really irk me.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

To be honest,
I get annoyed when you say you want to talk to me, and then don't say anything..........
it's like...cool.

Axolotl.

I am purchasing an Axolotl named Fredrick.
The name Fredrick is to honor Fredrick the huntsman who was tragically taken from us by a Nike Air.
Fredrick the Axolotl will be KICKASS.
And plus, dad agreed to this and the rule of "no take backs" totally applies right now...
NO TAKE BACKS, I GET MY FLIPPIN AXOLOTL.
MINE MINE MINE.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Thankyou


The last two months have been the worst I've ever lived through, but the fact I'm still here is something I'll attribute to some unexpected people...
And I'd like to thank them for being there, sending me random texts, calling me, and just overall being amazing. 
I owe you all alot, more than you will probably ever realise.
I truly love each one of you.
Thankyou x frogs
because frogs are da shizzle. 

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

rah rah rah!


I cried today.
I cried because I realised none of you even bothered to ask me what was going on, but you all banded together and made assumptions behind my back.
That hurt more than you will ever know.
 And the saying feeling alone in a room full of people had never made more sense to me than it does now. 


Loss.

It's your loss, not mine, because I think everyone can see how much I tried... 
:)

Sunday, December 5, 2010

So... they made a new one and just didn't invite you. 

Saturday, December 4, 2010

 If you want me let me know, if you don't...let me go :)
For I am ready for world dominationnnnnnnnn!
I laughed so hard I almost cried.
That was the most hilariously pathetic thing ever.
Silly silly silly.

Friday, December 3, 2010

fucking...

The word fucking is so fucking versatile. 
Fucking things I am fucking loving at this moment in time :)
FUCKING WHERE?

fucking Gyllenhaal lovin' <3

fucking ouch.

fucking indie freaks

fucking lol.

fucking.

 fucking ahahah!
fucking story of my fucking life. FUCK.

Avert your fucking eyes.

FUCKING WANT WANT WANT WANT WANT.

This is so wrong, but so  fucking right...

fucking fuck fuck want!



fucking cats.

NO FUCKING NIPPLES

FUCKING ATE MY PEAR.

FUCKING ORGASM?

Thursday, December 2, 2010

hathathathathathathathat :)