ew ew ew.

That feeling when you look back at the past and think "what the fuck was I thinking".

Ohmygoodness, that feeling just SLAPPED me in the face. 

ewewewewewewew. x 100.

:(

Bitchity bitch bitch.

Coward.
That is what you are in my eyes.
How dare you act like we're friends and then do something like that?
You deserve each other really; and when everything fucks up for you, don't you dare come looking for sympathy. 
Have fun bitch. 


over and out. x

Girls.

Look like a girl but I think like a guy
Not ladylike to behave like a slime
Easy to be sleazy when you've got a filthy mind
You stick to your yogurts
I'll stick to my apple pie

Girls are not meant to fight dirty
Never look a day past thirty
Not gonna bend over and curtsey for you.

This song is me me me. 

I'm a step closer to making my decision. :).

My Inspiration.

:) 

Kiss my sass.

Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for...

The "1960's" filter in Picasa 3 results in orangeness. O__O

But I like this top, it's so cute and it was $5! 

So I have a decision to make, it could change my life... and I am so stuck on what to do.

Self deceit.

Telling yourself you're okay doesn't make it true. 

check out http://iwillchangemyways.tumblr.com/

pretty g :)

Blame it on the a-a-a-alcohol.

Dear body, please stop trying to punish me.

-___-

Follow me down the rabbit hole.

I'm on a path of self destruction, and it feels fabulous.

feel free to join ;)

This is a kind-of old photo, I think the lack of flash hides all my blemishes almost perfectly.

WOGSTAAA NOSE. ;)

Question me.

http://www.formspring.me/meerkateyes


I guess you can ask me about what I write on here, or what I'm thinking... if you feel like it :)


The anonymity of it all makes everything far more hilarious :)

:(

I'm looking forward to tomorrow and forgetting whats been said - one day you'll just be a memory that I regret. 

Bumbumbum + indie photo filters = win win win

Cracked.

Hid you on  my news feed, now your annoying-ness can leave me alone. 
Kthnks. 

Pet peeve.

That one person who always has to comment on posts which have nothing to do with them.

Who always has to outdo everyone else and add in their thoughts where they are not even wanted.

Gtfo. It's bloody annoying. 

I'm in love with my sadness.

Smashing Pumpkins, yes please! :)

Perfect.

I'm so very far from everything I want to be.
I'm insecure and fragile.
Being alone with my own thoughts is torture...
I am so scared of just allowing myself to be happy, I always feel guilty.
You just wont let me have that happiness, you bombard me with your problems, you make them my own...and then you say the cruelest things I've ever heard.
Stop blaming me for your problems, stop blaming me for things I can't change. Just STOP!
If you cared about me at all, you'd see how much you're hurting me... you'd see that all the money in the world, all the trips to the psychologist.. all the fake smiles... don't mean shit.
But you just don't notice at all.. you just don't care. 
If you're wondering why I burst into tears, or why I made you take me home.. this is your reason.

Trout Pout.

Just stop.
Fucking stop.
Stop pouting at the camera, you look like a retarded fish or like you're severely constipated.
And just when I thought that was bad enough, adding nude lipstick into the equation which looks more like you've lost the plot and smeared concealer over your face... DOES NOT LOOK GOOD.
Stop! JUST STOP IT. 
Nude lipstick can suit people, but you look like a fucking crack whore pouting like that.
ugh. 

Geejuz...

Happily never after

It's like a constant battle to rediscover what I want...

I'm fighting myself, my constant desire to hide away from view and keep to my comfort zone.

I don't want to be stuck like this; and so I'm branching out, finding new things and new people.

I just want independence, I don't want people telling me what I can and cannot do, or who I can and cannot be friends with.

I deserve to make my own choices and mistakes, this is my life. 

Ruuuuuuuuude.

Well that was rude.
O_______________________O.

Fake & Gay.

It does not make you cool to have status after status begging for attention!
It's even worse that you're a boy. 
And each status underpins your real personality, it seems to just morph into some kind of giant blob of crap, to the point where no one is really sure who the fuck you are.
It's rare that things like this bother me, but when people claim to hate something, and then suddenly have obsessive statuses over the very same topic, it's a true sign of being fake. 
Whats worse is no one will even say anything, even though numerous people have pointed this very thing out.
What the fuck am I supposed to do/think/say?
And why is it that people expect me to say something? I mean GEEJUZ this isn't really fair. 
Like can someone else please develop a pair of testicles and do it?
THANKYOU. 

Begging on your knees.

I'll make sure you get what you deserve :)

Brush with death, it brings out the white.

Irony is when you finally feel like I did and tell me "you just don't understand".
Irony is when the heart breaker becomes the heartbroken.
Irony is when someone calls you selfish after you've spent another sleepless night worrying about them.


Realisation, being able to see things for what they truly are and laugh. 
I know I cant change who I am, but being in these positions is making me stronger; maybe one day I'll stand up for myself.  

Suck me off.

I cannot believe how frustrated this is making me. 

FOC. 

A Clockwork Orange.

I hate cutting potatoes. My hands feel so disgusting.

I am loving Dance Gavin Dance at the moment!

And I am also loving peach hearts, sugary goodness! 

Bowler hats are fucking amazing. 

Innocence.

My random and sporadic thoughts:


1. How funny it is that you don't want me till you cant have me; when I no longer show interest or any signs of positive emotions toward you.
If thats how you live the rest of your life, I feel reaaaaaaaaaally sorry for you.


2. I am finally happy just being me, being with people who make me laugh, smile and giggle constantly.
wee wee! 


3. Part of me feels distant from everything, it's like i'm losing myself and blocking things out again.


4. I miss you Hannah, Victoria, Bob, Nanna, Great Grammy, Grandpa, Nannu, Aunt Glenys and Uncle Tom. Stop leaving me :( 


5. I miss my daddy /poutyface


6. I hope uncle Charlie gets better, hes the only thing that reminds my mum of her family :(. 


7. I'm finally able to genuinely be happy about something.


8. My brother is an idiot, gave me the wrong address and hence made me drive around 40 mins looking for him. 


9. My mum is hilarious when drunk. 


10. I am going to shower now ;)

Please girl stay till the early morning ;)

Mila Kunis.. GEEJUZ. 

I love this. 

I love being able to say I don't care.
Finally free from this shit.
:)


FOC.

:reblog.

Listen to this. Just do it.  P.s. thanks :)

Hahaha.

This made me so upset, but it actually makes sense to me.

My relationship with many people ^^

Yes. Franco love.

Sounds like 80% of society.

Zero.

Sometimes I just want to talk to someone, but I keep finding no interest is shown when I have something to say... even though i'll happily partake in any discussion you bring up or at least show interest.
I just cant help but feel crap about this. It's almost as though nothing I say matters; and it actually really hurts.


:( 

U MAD?

OH YEAH DEAD SEAL OH YEAH SKIN. YUMYUM.