Tuesday, May 31, 2011


Dat ass.

Busy busy busy!

Saturday, May 28, 2011

The world is full of people who only care for themselves.
But some people do genuinely care.
They may be few and far between, but they're still out there.
Never ever loose hope in the world, people are full of surprises :)

Thursday, May 26, 2011


I deleted this blog.
It was gone for 30 minutes...thats as long as I could last :(
I also made a new one, which will probably be the one I use primarily now.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

My life be like...

Thats the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
I have had things happen to me that I would never wish on someone else, but I continue to support others through their problems. I would say I am a pretty un-selfish person, especially when someone yells that "I just don't understand what it's like to be depressed" when I have been fighting depression for years. I understand that everyone gets upset, which is exactly why I don't ever make anyone feel trivial about their own problems.
But I've reached this barrier, this line between everything; if no one asks me if I'm okay, should I still do the same for them? I'm not the type of person to make my emotions visible, I keep everything on the inside, except for what I write on this Godforsaken blog; so think twice before assuming that my world is just rainbows and gumdrops. Infact, make that assumption with everyone you know or meet, because trust me... you don't know half of what I've been through; and there are reasons for that. 


Haaaaaaar har

It's funny when those people who bitch so much about people being melodramatic turn out to be the worst of all... :)

Tuesday, May 24, 2011


:) cute.

La la la!

You're one of the few people who can make me smile, just by looking at me.
You're kinda crazy...well just a little tiny bit :3
Thankyou for just being you, and caring about me :)
I don't think I tell you enough how happy I am to have you /happyface
You make everything seem worth it. 

Monday, May 23, 2011

Fun fun fun fun fun!

To be honest, I am sick of people who play games. People who can't just say what they think, and instead have to lead you on some type of wild goose chase. I think people forget that two can play at that game. :) 

Friday, May 20, 2011

10 reasons

I hate you.
1. Liar
2. Fake
3. Blabbermouth
4. Social climbing ass wipe
5. Selfish git
6. Suck up
7. Idiot. Literally the dumbest person I know.
8. Rude.
9. "Friends forever" my fucking ass.
10. Someone I trusted, who took what I told them and made me look awful. Bitch, fucking burn. 

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Welcome to my nightmare.

I had the worst dream.
It was awful...
it combined all my fears and felt so unbelievably true; that when I woke up I was shaking.
I thought dreams like this were a thing of the past.  :(

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Shame, shame on me. 

Resorting to the songs that kept me here. 
You can't touch me now theres no feeling left. 

Monday, May 16, 2011

Misery = you.

I don't understand why some people can't just go away. You don't like me, I don't like you, so why do you insist on making idle chit chat with me? I know this sounds bitter, rude and mean...but the truth is I don't want people who don't really care about me in my life, so why would I want to hear about how boring your weekend was? Why would I want to talk to someone who brings with them a feeling of dread and nostalgia? Why would I want to talk to someone who broke my heart?
I don't.


Tuesday, May 10, 2011


You had a choice, and you chose to go against me. 
Sometimes I actually think to myself, "what would you do if I treated you the way you treat me?" and then I realise, you would of told me to get fucked long ago; so why can't I do the same?

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Don't hold your breath.


Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Feels so good being bad.

Theres this feeling of distaste inside of me, a strong dislike toward liars. Dislike toward people who pose as your friends, just waiting to stab you in the back. It bothers me that whenever I'm happy people have to try and ruin that with their silly little lies and obnoxious comments. 
Some people should take these words into consideration before they make accusations, and they should consider the following from more than one perspective. 
 It's become more and more of a priority for me to tread as lightly as possible in the world.
Shalom Harlow