Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Smile for me.

So lately alot of people have been posting things on their facebooks and tublr's about how they hate people copying them.
And although I agree strongly that it's annoying to have somone copy your every little move, some of the things people are implying they're being copied over are INSANE!

example numero uno:
person 1: I like bunny rabbits
person 2: omg you slut I liked them first wtf is your problem?!?!?!?

example numero duo:
omg so many people have the same piercing as me, they are clearly copying me because I am like so totally hot.

reality check - NO YOU ARE NOT FUCKING HOT, you're simply a dirty whore.
Oh wow, you got a piercing? Oh wow you started using a catch phrase? BECAUSE YOU WERE TOTALLY THE FIRST PERSON TO DO THAT. Because you are so important and worth copying.
You're not a person people copy, infact why do you do those things? Oh thats right because you want to be like some celebrity or because you saw it in some "alternative" magazine. You're a sell out, a cheap copy, a fake.
So don't get mad when someone else thinks the same way, you're exactly the same.

end of angry rant.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

This weekend.

I'm going to go to bed at a reasonable time and sleep in, because I can.
I'm going to look at myself in the mirror and not hate what I see.
I'm going to to tell myself I'm beautiful outloud and at least attempt to believe it.
I'm going to embrace the fact that I'm far from perfect.
I'm not going to let your words make me cry anymore.
I'm going to stop caring that my boobs aren't huge and that somepeople think I'm sick.
I'm going to do what I want to do, not what you want me to.

Yep suck it up, I'm over it.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Riddle me this.

One thing I don't appreciate is liars.
Another thing I don't appreciate is selfish gits who take joy in watching others fall
You've had your fun. Thanks for the fucking ride assholes.

Finally, revenge is a dish best served cold, watch your back bitch.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Note to self:

When it is discovered that ones Mother is SATAN one should not provoke said parental unit. For Mother dearest will release her fury and rage onto you.

Monday, August 16, 2010

So cry me a fucking river bitch.

You are the most selfish attention seeking person I have ever met.
You know how he feels about you, and you clearly don't feel the same way for him so what gives you the right to fuck him around?
You're just cold hearted and cruel, and I hope karma gets you back for what you're knowingly doing.
And also, being fake doesn't get you anywhere. I see right through your little facade.

Also Parkway Drive ftw.

Sunday, August 15, 2010


Knowing you're going soon is too much to think about.
I want to pretend it's never going to happen. Not to you.
I love you too much to even consider it.
Don't leave me. please.

Friday, August 13, 2010


I'm going to be free.
Free from your bullshit.

Just you wait.


Are you ready to spill your guts?

What if you married the last person you kissed?
I'd be happy.

What are you listening to?

Down from the sky - Trivium

Have you ever kissed someone who’s name begins with a A or D?


Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

yes <3>
What’s wrong with you right now?
General teenage crappyness.

Do you truly hate anyone?

Hate is such a strong word. More like a general dislike.. :p

Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?

many many times.

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

already have :)

What color shirt are you wearing?


Are you friends with the last person you kissed?


Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?

No... unless waking up on a camping trip to my brothers stinky feet counts.. because that did make me want to puke.

What do you do when you need to relax?

Listen to music and meditate.

Do you have a best friend?

More than one, but there is one girl who is like a sister.

Do you open up to people easily?

Not really.

What do people call you?

liss, lissypoo, Mcdill, gomez, chooklegs.

Has anyone upset you in the last week?


Is your room clean?


Favorite color?


Who is the last person you had a serious conversation with?

My brother.

What color are your eyes?

dark dark dark brown almost black.

When will your next kiss be?


Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?


Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?

right now :)

Do you blow dry your hair?


Will you be in a relationship in the next month?

yeeeeeah boy.

Do you have anything that belongs to a partner or ex?

Hmmmmmmmmmm I actually don't know.

How often do you straighten your hair?

pretty much every day...

Was last night terrible?

sleepwise yes.

What should you be doing?

something productive...

Describe how you feel right now in one word?


Are you scared of anything?

the future.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?

I worry about things I've the past?

Are promises important to you?


Is there someone who makes you instantly smile when you receive a message from them?

yes :)

What’s the last thing you drank?

coke. mmm healthy

Is your natural hair curly or straight?

curly but I use straightning shampoo so it looks like retarded waves at the mo'

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?

nope. probably not.

Were you mad when you woke up this morning?


What were you doing at midnight last night?


Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?

Oh yes.

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?


Is anything wrong with your eyes?


How many pillows do you sleep with?


Who’s the biggest slut you know?

What kind of question is that..?

Do you miss anyone?

Alot of the time.

Are you nice to everyone?

I hope so...but I'm like nervous when I speak to some people...they intimidate me so I seem really shy and reserved.

Think back to the person you fell the hardest for, how do you feel about them now?

I don't know who I fell the hardest for, I know who I liked for the longest period of time... but I think the fact that it lasted so long confuses how much I actually liked said person. I definately like my boyfriend more than any other boy I've liked...and I feel quite happy with that :p

Kissed somebody whose name starts with a J C R T or S?


Do you ever think about the past?

Yesssssss. All le time.

Do you believe ex’s can be friends?

I like to hope so, I mean why cant we all get along? But then again people break up for a reason so I get why they may not be able to have the whole friends thing...

Do you currently have a hickey, if so where?


Name something you did yesterday?

homework. shit I'm cool.

As of this minute, what is going through your mind?

Whether or not I should eat the marshmellows.

Does anyone know your password besides you?

I think my dad does...

Are all of your friends virgins?

Some of them are

What did you do last night?


Have you ever kissed somebody driving?

that sounds silly?

Is the last person you texted single?


What are you most looking forward to today?


Do you THINK you like anyone?


Have you ever been awake for 48 hours?

ahaahah oh yes.

Europe or the Caribbean?

Europe baby.

Look outside, how’s the weather?

wet. It appears as if the weather God's are sexually excited.

Are you jealous of anyone right now?

Jealousy's the cousin, the cousin of greed. But yes, I am insanely jealous.

Did you ever think someone didn’t like you, but came to find out they really liked you?

yeh worst timing ever though.

Do you regret something today?

not right now...

If you had to choose someone to sleep next to every night who would it be?

;) I wonder...

Is there a difference between love and being in love?

Definately! I love my friends so much but I'm not in love with them.

How long until your next birthday?


What time did you go to sleep last night?

no freaking clue.

Do you hate being alone?

Well, in the physical sense of being alone, no. I like to have my space to just unwind and let out my anger.

Day been rough?


Who knows a secret about you that no one else knows?


Have you ever had your heart broken?


Do you look decent when you wake up?

I look tired...and pissed off

Does anyone have something that belongs to you?


Do you have anything that belongs to someone else?

yes.. chris's books

Do you get jealous easily?

These questions are so similar... and I don't get jealous easily, but I still get jealous..

Are you happy?


Do you know anyone who lives in New York?

ummm nup

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?


Have you kissed someone in ‘10 that you care about?


Have you ever slow danced with someone?

Oh God. Yes.

Have you ever kissed a blue-eyed person?

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ;)

Do you ignore people when you’re mad/upset with them?

I attempt to ignore people.. and fail.

What’s worse, having someone mad at or disappointed in you? makes you feel like a failure.

Is this the best year of your life?

some parts are, but alot of parts are horrid.

Who do you tell everything to?


Who’s vehicle were you in last, outside of family’s?

ummmmm fuck i dunno

What are you going to do after this?

shower power

Do you make eye contact when you talk to people?


Do you wear make up?



This is beautiful.
How I wish Amy would go back to making music...

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Question mark

Three words can make so much difference.

I love you.

I want to be loved.
I want you to see the real me and love me for it.
I want you to talk to me as if I mattered.
I wish I could make you love me, but I know I cant and it kills me.
But most of all I want to make you proud.
I want you to look at me and know that I'm going to be someone for others.
Know that I will always be there for you when you need me.
Know that I love you as much as I want to be loved by you.

love Pictures, Images and Photos

Monday, August 9, 2010

If it means alot to you

You know you can't give me what I need

And even though you mean so much to me

I can't wait through everything

Is this really happening?

I swear I'll never be happy again

And don't you dare say we can just be friends

I'm not some boy that you can sway

We knew it'd happen eventually.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Tell me something sweet to get me by

You don't realise how much you help.
Sometimes I feel like I let you down, knowing how much you truly care about me.
It must annoy you to see me fall into the same cycle over and over.
I know it hurts me.
It hurts me to know how much you care, and yet I still feel so alone.
But despite this, you persevere until I'm laughing like a loon.
Although my self esteem is low, you write me little comments and emails to make me smile, and call me as soon as you think I'm upset.
You'll never know how many times you've stopped me from doing stupid things. And I hope I can do the same for you.
I could say thank you a million times over, but it still wouldn't express how thankful I am to have you in my life.
You're not just a good friend, you're an amazing person.
I pray to God that I don't loose you, because I don't even know what I'd do without you.
you're the nate to my chuck. (yes the gossip girl references continue)

I will always think of you as one of my closest friends. Someone worth trusting.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Oh It Is Love


This is adorable, It's exactly how I saw relationships when I was a little girl.
Boy meets girl, girl laughs at boy's jokes and they fall in love.
I was young and naive. Too stupid to know the truth about the world.
In this day and age saying that four letter word means so much but so little at the same time.
Some people just throw it around recklessly - not realising how much it might mean to the person their saying it to.
I wont be that naive little girl who blurts it out to the boy I like, when I say it I will mean it with all my heart. I wont doubt what I'm saying. It wont be too soon.
Saying that four lettered word is a sign of weakness, a sign that you're not as tough as want people to believe - it takes guts to do that, but it takes more to wait.


Have you heard the word hypocrisy?
It suites you oh so well.
"That girl's a slut"
So tell me why you act exactly like her?
"I don't like it when people talk behind my back"
You're supposed to be my best friend, not someone who talks about how I'm going to change for a boy.
I've stuck by you through thick and thin, but I'm constantly made your second priority when he's around.
I ditched him to make sure you were okay. Would you do the same for me?
Out of everyone you should know how fragile the world is, and yet you continue to run around without a care, hurting people as you go.
Let me know when you want to go back to the start.
Three strikes. You're out.